Friday, July 30, 2010 , 11:23 AM

i want you back so badly :(
but you'll never know, cos i'll never show.



Sunday, July 25, 2010 , 7:47 AM

好久没有blog了.. well, i'm back! =)
haha today supposed to work till 7pm but not very busy and got enough staff so gq and i requested to be cut.. haha both of us work till 5pm only.. den went k7 to slack awhile.. sing abit.. after that went scape to visit awhile.. den i left first lol.
this week dunno why work like damn tiring.. i guess it's time i need to take a break and re-charge my internal battery lols.. very sian sia everyday wake up so early.. repeat the same thing everyday.. machiam robot like that ><
yay tmr after work i'll be going for a chalet at nsrcc =) woots! it will be funnnn i hope! mahjong hereee i come xD

there's alot of things to look forward to in august HAHA YAY! hk trip, drinking session with sy and gang and morning shift BBQ chalet! WOOTS. before school starts and mundane life kicks in =(

till next time, bye!



Saturday, July 17, 2010 , 9:15 AM

wow today was so shag ttm pls... omgosh! klunch all rooms full.. so busy from morning till night.. plus something unlucky happened in the evening which made everyone so kan chiong.. hais:(
was late for work today.. by 13 min lol.. stomachache sian! >< and i overslept. by 1.5 hours HAHAAAH sheeshh >.>
5 more days to jay chou concert!! i can't wait mannn! =)


凌晨两点 一个人的咖啡店
想念曾经 不安分的情绪
独自走在灰色河堤 你来不及带我去的场景
想着你说过 要一起看夜景
车窗上的雾气 旋律 香水无法散去
想挽回的话语 勇气 还是藏进心里
无法给你那种 感觉 回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂 宁谧 放在我的心底
遗留在记忆里
车窗上的雾气 (那灰色的)
旋律 (像你的)香水无法散去
想挽回的话语 (埋不住的)
勇气 (没想到)还是藏进心里
无法给你那种 (情人般的)
感觉 (怎麽能)回到朋友关系
屋子里的空寂 (带不走的)
宁谧 (依然还)放在我的心底
回到我们开始的旋律
音符里 失去你的 回忆

this song reminds me of you.. but somehow, the feeling's not there anymore. or should i say i'm too tired to care anymore...



Thursday, July 15, 2010 , 11:06 AM

just reached home from watching movie with shuyun, chocolate and alex! haha
we wached inception, and it was nicee! :D abit like 2012, and the movie was so darn longgg! 2.5 hours! LOL! but it was so action packed that it didn't feel like it lols.
cab fare was surprisingly cheap.. 26 bucks for 4 different destinations plus midnight charges.. hehs xD
past few days keep doing OT.. chionging more hours so that can earn more $$ lols.. must fan ben from loss in WC! arghhh. i shall not bet so much anymoree zzz! regret regret.
how the fuck am i supposed to wake up at 7 tmr for medical checkup at ntu at 9.46am?! dammit. my house is in the east and i have to travel allll the way to the west!??!
tmr working 2-10 shift.. 4 functions at night OMG.. crosses my fingers hope tmr won't be too busy + shag!! T.T


i feel happy when i'm around you (:



Saturday, July 10, 2010 , 9:59 AM

so. i was wrong. again. damn! ><

today work was soo soo shag la pls. staff shortage (nothing new here) and plus so so so many customers sia. walk in and booking like almost the same gosh O: tired ttm!
run here run dere.
today i was so dulan with a customer lah. argue with me. say what drink take so long to come.. then when i offered to give to her immed she say no need cos they going off liao. then replace with mineral water also dun want. cb lah. these kind of customers. step one big nia.. bo song dont come here sing la. nabei! T.T i was so damn pissed. in the end the captain settled the matter by agreeing to free them 2 drinks on their next visit. wtf.. so that's what you want?! cheapo sia zzzz. omg irritated ttm. my mood was spoilt by that bitch!
went home after work. dabao own dinner. so long never eat homecooked dinner liao sighs. =X



Thursday, July 08, 2010 , 11:31 AM

okay a quick post.. today work was quite fun cos not that many customers so we were not very busy hehehh.. busy slacking all the way ^^ woooo~
ended work at 7 plus.. and met yh at foodcourt for dinner :) after that we went scape walkwalk.. went up to see the new kbox and wow... it's so damn nice! look like cck style but even bigger with many more rooms lor.. super new and nice haha.. i wonder when will it be c8's turn to look like that hees :) saw dino there too haha.
walk around scape for awhile more.. den went back to cine to watch DESPICABLE MEEEE! omg it's sooo damn funny and brainless! i like i like! the minions are like so so blardy cuteee ttm can! hahhahah :DDD pfft. IT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIEEEEEEEEE! roars. hahas.
movie ended at ard 11pm.. trained to dhoby ghaut.. then bangla call me go supper with him and kia. so i tapped out again wth lol. went rochor rd eat tau huey and you tiao.. walao they jio me go eat in the end no money and the atm there all spoilt so i treated them zzzzz =.= lousyyyy la haha. saw ah long there also lols omg so shocked hahaha.
makan until about 12 plus.. then jiu go home liao lols.
damn shag now. lucky tonight no soccer sia. haha woo still happy from ytd's win :D
shall go zzz now alr. tmr still got workkkkk blek :P



Wednesday, July 07, 2010 , 12:22 PM

today never work weeee~
went back to school first in the afternoon to collect my a level cert and sgc and yearbook.. rj feels so different compared to the last time i was there. unfamiliar faces, unfamiliar surroundings. >< i took my stuff and immed zao alr. rushed to meet sisterhood at cine. was late for like 20 min lol. sushi buffet at sukiiii! didn't really like eat alot ley. cos the ramen made me damn full liao haha. had random stuff here and there but the sushi on the conveyor belt were nothing special so we kept ordering from the staff there lolss.
after that went up to level 8 to slack until 7 lol.. wait for that christina to end work luh. emo at k7 again hahahah it's my favourite room :) kajiao sm and her friend abit but most of the time i was just watching random mvs in my rm hehs.
boo came at 7 plus, walked around and i bought earrings! 3 pairs of mini studs lol. 90 cents each nia. damn super cheap! hahas.
den 9templessss! front part quite scary, but overall hai hao lols :) karma here karma there one. not really a brainless show, will make you think abit one lols.
went back to kbox to return my blanket aft tt, then home sweet home! (: reached home at like 11 plus. bangla and kia keep jio me go supper hahaha idiottss pig la eat eat eat haha. didnt go in the end too tired hehs.
spain v germany now. i think tmr i will have a hard time waking up! =/


i have to look away when you smile cos it blinded me so so much.
i guess status quo is good(:



Tuesday, July 06, 2010 , 8:26 AM

今天,我想你想到忘了下车。地铁到Clarke quay我才惊讶地发现自己忘记下车,结果害我差一点迟到 T.T

payday ytd! So happy haha even though i know i can't spend alot this mth as i've alr hua wei la qian last mth on jay chou's concert tix lolzzz. But still an indescribable feeling of happiness wells in me as i received my paycheck :) reward for a month's hard work heehee (:

i hate how my thoughts start to wander when i'm not doing anything.. Cos they always wander to you and i always find myself in a daze when i'm thinking of you.
Haha but when i see you smile i can't help but :) too.



Saturday, July 03, 2010 , 10:06 AM

back to blog!~ hees. went cck kbox to sing ytd, finally not working LOLS. and saw amy and weakzai thereeee! miss them alottt when pangleejin gone nobody will say she wanna shit when she see my face hahaas. weakzai gone also no more mango pomelo liao :( hahaha but glad that they all doing well over there laas. the staff there seems nice.. all of them so polite and helpful :) although we changed room twice hahas cos they upgrading the system to jurong safra ver.. i just realised my house isnt actually thaaat far from cck lols! cos there's a direct bus to woodlands mrt hahaha then cck is only 4 stops away! ohwells. shall see again when school starts.. somehow the atmosphere there is so diff from c8 lols.. even though c8 is damn old got the very family de gan jue.. haha maybe cos i first time go cck ba.. but wow its so high class sia.. like chalet like that ><
dinner with zpei @ cck lot 1 sakaeeee. yums i ate like ALOT hahaha cos i didnt have time for lunch lols overslept. that's meeeee. for you hehs :)
train-ed and bus-ed home.. reached home at about 10 plus?? rather early (:
todayyyy back to work. haha. staff is like damn damn short.. just got a shocking news ytd from one of my colleague.. now another morning shift staff gone... :( damn sad.. is c8 dying.. it will be so so quiet in the future now that one by one they all leaving sighz.. =/ i really really really miss working full-time the first few mths when i first joined.. hais =( now left 2 full-timer server.. how are we going to cope? seriously...
but anyway.. today i already tried to reach damn early to prepare for opening and stuff. but wtheck why did it have to rain?! dampen my spirits early in the morning totally.. everytime it rains when i go work i will be scared cos i will think about the flood.. i certainly dont want something like that to happen again. really sucks.]
even though today quite alot of customers but surprisingly we managed to cope quite well i would say (: cos we multi-task and we are efficienttt! yays xD but like whole day dunno why very bu shu fu.. my stomach keep having cramps.. damn pain! >< then in the afternoon i tried to sit down and slack in the smoking room.. ask shaniel to give me one stick to smoke.. in the end wah even worse got bad headache.. so bo pian i told captain i really bth want to go home.. lucky he let me go home at 5 =)if not i think i will very xin ku sia... T.T sian max.
so shock that argentina can lose to germany by such a huge scoreline luh.. 4-0 lols.. but lucky germany win if not my money fly away liao.. damn i should have increased my stakes lols!

sometimes when you behave too nice to me i get scared. cos i don't know if im leading you on.. if i am im truly sorry.
to you: imissyoualot!



Thursday, July 01, 2010 , 12:13 PM

these few days keep OT OT OT.. good in the sense that i can earn more $$ but also at the same time make me more shag haha.. work 10 hours again today 11-9.. cos watching movie at 9.40 then dun wanna waste time hees ^^
eclipse was okay.. love scenes much more than action scenes.. i prefer action scenes luh haha...
tomorrow finally not working haha.. BUT i still going kbox omytian lolz... just that diff branch >< tmr going cck one.. newly opened haha can't wait to see how 'high class' it is hehs :)
i appear unreceptive and unresponsive but i do care. just that i prefer to not reveal too much of my feelings. cos i like how things are like now and i don't wish to change :)